A lot has changed, and nothing at all

It's been a long time since I've been here. Sometimes I wonder if I actually miss it. I suppose it's just a phase like everything else I go through...like my life is just a series of phases. I'm an ever-changing person. I guess that, in itself, never changes.

I've tried just living in the moment...to stop watching as an outsider and an observer...but that's what I do. I observe, then I document. I still fear that if I don't, it basically never happened. And what if it didn't?